Dear Diary,
it's been a while, and i'm sorry about that. Between keeping you posted about my past as well as trying to keep my future intact, i've gotten lost again, however, it seems im starting to go back to my old self, the one before i met Rakan. I guess that trip to Dubai really was the wake up call i needed. It's been 4 months since that trip and a lot of thing have happened. where should i start?
1) me and arwa are no longer on talking terms, for some reason, when i ask Arwa why she basically blocked me out her life all of a sudden, all she said was that i was no good for her and our friendship was just an act because she was bored and needed someone to toy with.
2) still no news from Rakan but that isn't so bad and you'll find out why soon ;) (by the way, i still have the necklace on and i dont think im ever taking it off, one day if i do, i'll let you know diary, dont you worry)
3) diary, i have encountered a deja vu moment, actually its more like a deja vu few months.
After Dubai, everything came crashing down with Arwa, now it all seems like a blur. All i remember was crying my eyes out for having lost 2 really important people in a short amount of time. Maybe that family just wasn't good for me.
sorry for the short chapter and the really late post. for the people emailing me and sending hate because im not a "loyal" writer because i take too long to post, im sorry. I still need to keep up with my present life and not dwell and create a fictional life here. Bare with me. I'll try posting more and i'll post as soon as i can. Sorry again and eidkom mbarak x
