chapter 2

Dear Diary,
                   Here i go, im gonna try my best to tell you what happened not leaving any information out and i'll try not to over exaggerate like almost all arabs do x_x ....

last october

Remember how i used to always have those meetings at school?
Yeah, so i had one coming up and as usual i got really stuck on the preparation work and research. The only reason i tried actually doing work this time was because it was gonna be huge and a lot of different schools were coming. 

So, i tried asking arwa. you remember her diary, right? She's my bestfriend, the one i met a few years back on the family trip to Paris. well arwa didnt turn out to be the greatest help with my research...

On BBM...

me: arwooo please help me im so stuck on this stupid research i have no clue what to do.

arwa: sorry meero, walla i dont know how to help you, i dont even know what you're researching -.-

me: trust me i dont understand it enough to even explain it to you but i cant go empty handed again, i'll get embarrassed if they ask me questions and i dont even know the answers to them.

arwa: hmmm okay, add rakan and talk to him?

me: whos rakan? arwoo you know i dont talk to guys 

arwa: oh my gosh meera! your memory babe :')    

me: -.-

arwa: hahaha its okay, he's my cousin. dont you remember? you met him last year when you came over....

me: ohhh right!! but why should i add him? he'll probably be more clueless than you since he doesnt know what its even for and honestly im so over it so im not bothered to explain :D you know how lazy i am hehehe ;) 

arwa: oh god. just add him and hes going to the same meeting so he'll understand. here 2F******

me: i'll see. i'll think about it. i cant just add the guy because 1) he'll be like wth does she want and 2) he might get the wrong picture

arwa: no no, i'll tell him right now.  g2g i'll ttyl babe and good luck :*

me: okay thank you i'll ttyl xx

Back to reality....

Diary, i didnt know what to do i spent hours on bed just thinking about him and remembering what he looked like. Then i started contemplating whether i should add him or not. Finally, i decided on no but kept it away from arwa because i knew she would nag me about it. 

On BBM...

arwa: ha meera, did he help you?

me: umm la i didnt add him 

arwa: meeraaaa why?! meera its been 6 hours! you just wasted 6 hours that you could have done that research in and you could have been done by now! meera add him! NOW!

me: arwa dont get angry but it looks so wrong if i add him...

arwa: no it wont youre like my sister and he's like my brother so he could be like you're brother from another mister :D

me: seriously? do you really think its a good time for one of your jokes?

arwa: hufff okay just add him for 3 hours, finish your research and delete. i didnt ask you to marry him. your so stubborn! just make sure you finish your work so we can go out this weekend

me: fine! i'll talk to you later x

Back to reality...

Diary, i didnt know what to do. you know i was the most "religious" one out of all my cousins. but in that moment i felt like i didnt have a choice so i added him and to my surprise maybe it wasnt the greatest decision i made....


you can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns have roses.